My mother is dead.
At first I was going to just leave that post there but it doesn't feel like enough somehow. This isn't a pity plea or anything like that. It's just... I think I need to say it, to see it in writing, or it won't be real.
The worst part is, yeah, I'm crying, but I still find my thoughts drifting to the stupidest shit and it's like... do I really care enough? Or have I detached myself from reality too much?
She was a wonderful, smart, witty, kind, woman. She and I didn't always get along on everything but more often than not we could just talk and communicate and bond. I'd hear about people fighting with their parents and look at mom and just smile. She would listen to my stupid rants on anime and joke around with me about them and she helped teach me about things and she was my mom.
And now she's dead.
I keep expecting her to call me with "Hah! Just kidding!" but she won't be.
my mom is dead and i want to go home
At first I was going to just leave that post there but it doesn't feel like enough somehow. This isn't a pity plea or anything like that. It's just... I think I need to say it, to see it in writing, or it won't be real.
The worst part is, yeah, I'm crying, but I still find my thoughts drifting to the stupidest shit and it's like... do I really care enough? Or have I detached myself from reality too much?
She was a wonderful, smart, witty, kind, woman. She and I didn't always get along on everything but more often than not we could just talk and communicate and bond. I'd hear about people fighting with their parents and look at mom and just smile. She would listen to my stupid rants on anime and joke around with me about them and she helped teach me about things and she was my mom.
And now she's dead.
I keep expecting her to call me with "Hah! Just kidding!" but she won't be.
my mom is dead and i want to go home
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I'm here if you need or want anything. I am so sorry for your loss.
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I am so sorry
I wish I could help
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If there's anything that I can do... /hugs
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This is superfluous, but just in case you forget the AIM conversation:
I'm always there for you.
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(Curious side of me wonders: did someone in RPD link this to everyone else?)
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You've got the digits, you've got the emails. Say the word; we're here.
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i'm so so sorry.
please, call me if you need to talk, or text me if you want.
take care of yourself.
i love you.
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♥
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I hope you're gonna be okay.
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Thank you.
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Aisu... *hugs* I know I'm like the worst person to ever talk about anything serious to but if you need someone to listen I'm dahngrest on AIM. ♥
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I know we arn't really close or anything, but I'm here if you need someone to talk to, just like everyone else.
/hug
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