A loves B, he really does. He doesn't know how to show it at all, I mean he didn't when alive and honestly death hasn't given him much insight, but he truly does love B and he wants B to be happy for and all that good stuff! HOORAY.
Too bad he's also kind of crazy, and death has worsened that.
He wants B to be happy living A's life. He wants to see B do what he did but succeed somehow - and that includes surpassing L. He's living vicariously through B in a lot of ways, and the fact that he can only interact with B has worsened his need/dependency issues like you could not believe. He needs B to be happy, to be alive, and most of all he needs B to love him, to reassure him that it wasn't his fault and that B will fix his mistakes and that everything's going to be okay. He needs B to lie to him if that's what it takes.
Also part of him wants to bring B closer to him and just cut short the wait time, but he's waiting until B succeeds fully to move onto that stage.
I'd write haunty's feelings in reverse but I don't know them l-lol.
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Date: 2009-01-05 09:27 am (UTC)A loves B, he really does. He doesn't know how to show it at all, I mean he didn't when alive and honestly death hasn't given him much insight, but he truly does love B and he wants B to be happy for and all that good stuff! HOORAY.
Too bad he's also kind of crazy, and death has worsened that.
He wants B to be happy living A's life. He wants to see B do what he did but succeed somehow - and that includes surpassing L. He's living vicariously through B in a lot of ways, and the fact that he can only interact with B has worsened his need/dependency issues like you could not believe. He needs B to be happy, to be alive, and most of all he needs B to love him, to reassure him that it wasn't his fault and that B will fix his mistakes and that everything's going to be okay. He needs B to lie to him if that's what it takes.
Also part of him wants to bring B closer to him and just cut short the wait time, but he's waiting until B succeeds fully to move onto that stage.
I'd write haunty's feelings in reverse but I don't know them l-lol.