All I can say re: what you wrote about thinking is, don't worry too much about how you should be feeling or "should" be feeling -- no matter what, you loved her and love her, right? And whatever you do won't change that. Don't -- ever think you're not doing enough or that you're doing it wrong, because there is no one right way.
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Date: 2009-03-03 01:13 am (UTC)