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My mother is dead.

At first I was going to just leave that post there but it doesn't feel like enough somehow. This isn't a pity plea or anything like that. It's just... I think I need to say it, to see it in writing, or it won't be real.

The worst part is, yeah, I'm crying, but I still find my thoughts drifting to the stupidest shit and it's like... do I really care enough? Or have I detached myself from reality too much?

She was a wonderful, smart, witty, kind, woman. She and I didn't always get along on everything but more often than not we could just talk and communicate and bond. I'd hear about people fighting with their parents and look at mom and just smile. She would listen to my stupid rants on anime and joke around with me about them and she helped teach me about things and she was my mom.

And now she's dead.

I keep expecting her to call me with "Hah! Just kidding!" but she won't be.

my mom is dead and i want to go home

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Thank you so much for offering that. I probably will sometimes need someone to guide me and if you're willing... thank you.

And fair enough.

I'll miss fangirling Sei/Sub with her.

Thank you so much.

I might. I don't know. Thank you.

Right. Thank you.

I know we may have talked once or twice OOC and I really only know you from RPD... But I'm really sorry. ;__; And I'm sorry if everything I say is redundant.

Like everyone else said if you need anyone to talk or rant to or anything you want you can message me at anytime.

AIM: Onlyafleshw0und

We haven't spoken directly, but I've seen you in chat. I was browsing through the OOC community, and I wanted to offer you my deepest condolences, apologies, and prayers, dear. ♥

Barely know you-- but jesus, I'm so sorry. I almost lost my mother recently, so... I feel you, a small bit, I think. You can get through this, be strong. My thoughts are with you.

Sorry that one of the first posts you see of mine is this mess.

Thank you so much for the support.

Thank you very much.

Thank you so much.

That's... Absolutely terrible, don't think there's anything I can say to ease the pain you must feel right now, but if you want to talk or anything you can hit me up on AIM or something.

Good luck dealing with this. D:

Thank you so much for the support.

Oh my goodness, I'm so sorry! My thoughts are with you and your family. I can't even imagine, so I'm not going to try to elaborate, but I'm sincerely sorry for your loss.

Thank you.

Oh god, I'm so sorry.

It's getting better. Thank you for your thoughts.

You've heard this enough, but I'm sorry for your loss. Anything I want to say sounds a bit corny, but you have my thoughts and a huge, virtual hug.

Thank you.

i wish i could think of something to say other than "i'm sorry".. i really, honestly mean it though and really, really hope things get better soon ♥

If there's anything I can do for you, please let me know.

oh aisu, i know we really don't know each other(this is dr. clark-mun, if you didn't know), and aren't even livejournal friends, but i want you to know i am willing to listen to you. i lost my mother when i was thirteen, and it's tough, really tough. i would say "i'm sorry" but... being in the same position before, it was just weird to have people say that.

if you need to rant to me, i am willing to listen. if you just want to talk about it or have a nice conversation that will cheer you up, even if it's just for a few minutes or so, please, please do not hesitate to IM me (film noir beauty is my SN). i will listen to you no matter what.

take care of yourself, it's a tough time to get through, and support from friend's is what will help you through it.

Ah...

I..I am so horrible and awkward at comforting anyone but my little sister, so I almost always skip over sad entries because I just don't know how to handle it.

But I can't skip over this. I would never be able to live with myself if I did. I am so painfully sorry for you ;__; I really do hope you'll be alright, and.. really... This is bad comforting but I'm so sorry.

I don't know you well enough to know your stand on religion, but I'll keep you and your family in my prayers.

thank you ♥

russia in a skirt does help

Thank you.

Thank you so much. I may take you up on the offer.

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